began my odyssey with clay 50
years ago when, at ten, I wandered into a sort of lagoon-type area near my
house. Construction of the new George J. Ryan Junior High School
in Flushing, Queens, Long Island had
uncovered a large stretch of clay. It was very plastic
and stuck to everything. I had always loved to throw
things (I had not discovered the wheel yet), and my first
public art occurred when I literally threw clay, a small
ball of it. I threw it high on the wall of what would be
my new school. I never told anyone and thought that
it would soon dry and fall off. To my amazement, it
would remain for more than 40 years.
One day while still in grade school, which was about 5 blocks away
from the new junior high, we, the first graduating class, walked in mass
with our teachers along Fresh Meadow Lane to our new home,
the beautifully equipped modern
school. There I soon elected to take all the shop classes I
could. Being good with my hands, I couldn't wait to get to class each
day. I found English, math and some of the science and history classes
boring as they really had little to do with my love of creating art.
When I got to my ceramics class I was in heaven. I gobbled up
everything my young teacher provided, creating works of art that are still
on exhibit (I'm told) in a case in the main lobby of the school.
Being so artistic in nature and a dreamer, art began to encompass all
my thoughts. Oh, I should mention that my dad, who passed on when I was
8, was a great artist and was establishing a wonderful career as a muralist
when he died, so art was always in the air.
I graduated from George J. Ryan Junior High with the New York City
Ceramics Award and got to sit in the front row with what we called back
then "the brains." It was a great honor and helped my
self-esteem considerably. Oh yes, I was also a crossing guard with a
badge, chosen on the merits of being tall and husky. It seems one day
I was 5 feet tall and the next morning I was 6 feet plus. I remember
the day Anthony Alfearie chose me. It must have been the same day I
woke up seeing my pajamas up to my knees.
From time to time, I checked my clay ball thrown up on
the wall and it was still there. Strange, I thought. Our teacher,
Mr. Harmon, filled our heads with stories of new ground
being broken on the west coast of California where, in 1955, a
revolution in clay was happening and the likes
of Peter Voulkos and Paul Soldner and Ken Price, to
mention a few, were treating clay differentlyripping,
throwing, and constructing with clay in new ways. Discovering early Pablo
Picasso works, I can now see how they might have influenced even these young
radical potters. So I made a foot note of these new generation potters
and the knowledge that people knew about their art. My public art,
however, went unnoticed except for me. I
guess you could say I was an early minimalist. I think
I did show the lump to a couple of buddies but they
didn't believe me. They said something like, "Workers might
have left chalking putty or something."
Off to high school at Jamaica, Queens, about 1/2 hour ride from my
neighborhood where the bus
stopped and dropped us off very near my junior high and in sight
of my wad of clay. In high school, Mr. Wolf became my
first real mentor in clay"Julian" he would later
say I should call him but it still came out Mr. Wolf. He
gave me the basics of jewelry making, casting of silver
and tubs and tubs of clay, both new and recycled. To
this day I probably only discard 1%, using everything
in my studio and shop. We often had quizzes and we
became learned in the P.C. of clay lingo. I was proud
to know the differences of residual and sedimentary
clays. Purchasing elephant ear sponges, making of
bats, etc. years later when I too became a teacher
and followed in Mr. Wolf's steps, made me and my
students feel we were special and empowered us. And in many ways,
it gave us as crafts-workers a validation that we were just as important as everyone
else in the professional career world, even though we
were usually covered with dirt, even though a good bath still
left telltale signs under the fingernails.
As I reflect on this at this moment, when arts and crafts are being
taken out of schools for lack of budget and
worth to the formation of the students, I see that we need to stop this and if
anything, we need to increase and nurture creativity of the arts. For
we must awaken to the fact that we are in a new world, and a real
renaissance in every field of endeavor is going on. Arts and crafts
give us soul food, the visuals and the tactiles to our sensibilities, and to
deepen this nurturing is so very important.
Well, I went on to graduate Jamaica High with another New York City Ceramics
Award, again being among a select chosen few at the graduation but the only one
with mud on his shoes.
I married, had children, and introduced them to my public art installation,
the lump now a permanent feature of my old alma mater. Living in
California for almost a quarter-century, I had the occasion in 1997 to
visit Queens and my old neighborhood with my youngest ceramic-making, clay-pounding
daughter Anastasia. We checked the site and the lump. And it was
gone! So I have been thinking it might be time for a new public
installation, one of which I can share with everyone.